I am not very expressive with words. You have expressed your emotion/feelings very well in your relationship with Zaf so that I can understand and empathize with your experience. It relates to my own similar experiences with pet loss. I have read your posts and shed a few tears for us both.

As to the forum; with the advent of social media, bots etc it’s hard to keep legitimate sites running. For people who may come and explore the PP forum, there is valuable information and other experiences to take away.

Your posts about Zaf are kind of a memorial to him. I always read them. Others may too. They are important.