Still thinking of Zaffer

[Dragonlady2]

I wish there was an easy way to travel through the grief journey. I have had similar experiences and in particular our last dog who died of cancer. I know her last days were pain-filled, but I also know she was aware of our love for her. She lived a pretty happy life with us although there were a few vet visits.
I believe animals/pets that have significant relationships with their human, also experience safety, security and trust, along with their love for us. I don’t doubt that Zaffer experienced that in spades. Animals know. Perhaps thinking about those times with Zaffer will ease some of the grief. It sounds as if you are carrying some guilt for thinking you weren’t able to provide enough love and care to save him?

I wish for better days ahead for you.