Offda so you all know im having rough times well things have gotten worse a friend of mine came to see me wich was great got me away from all the stress for a couple days o man so much fun was had. We went to a roller sakting rink and i ended up i fl more then once the last time i fell we left as i thought i had sprained my ankle well the next moring ot looked bad so he took me to urgent care even tho he had to leave latter that day its a good thing he did because i actually have a nondisplaced fracture of the lateral malleolus of my right fibula as well as a closed fracture im reallying stressing im in the middle of loosing the place i live i was just putting in tons of hrs to try and keep this place now i cant do any of that im alone and i cant do much for myself and im complleatly broke lucky is almost out of food idk what to do i dont have anyone here for me so i need a place to let this all off my chest many friends of mine are trying to convinc me to sell the boys and i really dont want to one lucky is mean i dont think anyone would take him all this is breaking my heart im mentaly not ok emotionaly not ok now physical not ok im so sad and i dont know what to do to fix any of this these bords mean the world to me if i dont heal up and find a job soon idk if i can care for them its breaking my heart ive tryed so hard this last past year my husband has been locked up and still have till november. Also i have no power or heat amd its offfly cold in the am and pms and im not sure if its bad for the birds sry for the long all over the place post im just going tru so much and i dont have any family or many friends not ones that understand the way i feel for them and love them.so much