Goodbye is never easy.

[Wulfgeist]

I have loved you from the day you came into my life,
and now it is time for me to let you go.
I could not watch you suffer,
I could not see you in pain.
Now you are free.
Your body is no longer sick,
or weak, or hurting.
Now you can run with the others,
playing and hunting as wild things do.
Because I loved you,
I had to let you go.
You will live forever in my heart.



Bast, Sekhmet, we give you back your child.
Noble, regal, honorable cat.
Watch over him, and guide him on his way
to the spirit world.
May he be blessed in your names,
and hunt ever after beside you.

At 11:32 this morning Crowley was helped along on his journey to the Heaviside Layer. He was purring like a Harley as he went.

Goodbye my friend, I will miss you.

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[Honesty]

I am so sorry RJ. I know you done everything in your power to help Crowley!

What a lovely tribute to him. :th_heart:

[spiritbird]

RJ I am so sorry for this loss. I know you loved him and did everything out could to give him love and happiness. You are a very caring person and the words you write are beautiful.

[spiritbird]

:th_grouphug2:

[Blancaej]

I am so sorry RJ. Now Crowley is at peace. You did so much for him. Sending many hugs your way.

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[Turquoise]

So sorry to hear of Crowley's passing RJ. He knows you loved him and will continue to love him throughout eternity.:th_hug8:

Your words are special and heartfelt. Very touching for a friend who had to leave way too soon. We who are standing on the outside looking into your pain can feel the love and admiration you have for Crowley.

Run free and watch over your loved ones you have here on earth Sweet Crowley from the other side of The Rainbow Bridge. They need to know you are still with them keeping them safe.

[Wulfgeist]

:sorrow:Wendy, Dianne, Blanca, De'Andrea..thank you all for your condolences and kind words. I can't take credit for the writings, I picked them up from another site that didn't list credits.

I think the convenia shot accelerated his already present anemia. Perhaps that is why the vet didn't charge me for the euthanasia. Hard to say. I did bring up my concerns but with him already being weakened it's hard to say. Ass much as he acted like an ass the last time we were in there he was the opposite today. He helped sway the little part of me that was still trying to cling to hope that I could nurse him back to somewhat decent health.

Tonight is my wake for him. I plan to attempt to bury him tomorrow if the ground cooperates. It's supposed to be rather cold tomorrow. If that doesn't happen he just might wind up in the freezer with Jasper who is still waiting for his cremation. Between reduced hours at work and taking Crowley in to the vet every time I turn around I just haven't had any cash to spare. I guess I should have asked at the vet today, my initial reaction was to bring the cat home and bury him. There is a funeral home near there that has an addition that specializes in pet cremation..for $300 for Jasper..Crowley should be the same price. The good part about that is I know it's the proper ashes I'd be getting back and could even watch if I choose. $600..even $300..is a hella lot right now.

::sigh:::